waiting for next week to begin.
waiting for cultural carnival.
waiting for tioman.
waiting for Easter.

waiting.

dum de dum~

*twiddles thumbs*

*chews on fingernails*

*stares blankly into space*

still waiting.

YOU HOLD ME DOWN - MOTIONCITYSOUNDTRACK

i found a letter that said:

i'm sorry you were asleep when i wrote these words down
you'd think i ought to be used to that by now
but save for a few of those late night episodes,
missed opportunities, and 'i don't care's
there's not a lot i feel obliged to share or talk about

i'll have my brother stop by this saturday
to pick up my things
just make sure you're not there.

this may sound bad, don't take it the wrong way
i love you
however,
you hold me down
you hold me down.

you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why i burst and why i bloom
how will i break the news to you?

cancel our dinner with max and coraline
feed jackie's gerbil
and try to stay clean
we'll talk it over after i've had some time alone to sort it out
you hold me down.
you hold me down.

you're the leaky sink of sentiment
you're the failed attempts i could never forget
you're the metaphors i can't create to comprehend this curse called love.

how will i break the news to you?