i think i'm moving but i go nowhere,

lunch with shiying.
hahah, it was alright. and always refreshing to see her after a long time.
we are alike in many ways.
and scratch all feelings of fear. i've gotten over it.
i'm now excited about going to school! even if i don't get the scholarship, at least i get to spend 5 days at SJII, i might as well enjoy it without ruining with worry. :D

ah, the year is ending soon ):
like, really soon! in 2 days' time.
i think 2009 will be a hectic year for me. by this thursday a new year would have begun! nuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
let me make new years' resolutions.
1. i resolve to be nicer to the people around me.
2. i resolve to finish my SAT tenyearseries.
3. i resolve to get good grades in whatever school i go to.
4. i resolve to spend more time in prayer. (:
5. i resolve to exercise!


the world slows down
but my heart beats fast right now
i know this is the part where the end starts.

okay i know blog quizzes are nearly always stupid and nonsensical but heck, most things are like that anyway. especially the kinds of things you do to pass the time.




QUIZZZZ.
1 . What is your full name ?
Amanda Seraphina i'm-not-telling-you-the-rest-because-who-the-heck-are-you-anyway.
2. Are you single ?
YEP, AND LOVING IT. :D
3 . What is/are your favourite number[s] ?
1, because that has always been my number.
4 . What is/are your favourite colour[s] ?
red,white, gold.
5. Least favourite colours ?
none, really.
6 . What are you thinking of now ?
hmm, some really random thoughts. do polar bears get lonely? what does hweleng look like in a bikini?
7.Are you happy with your life right now ?
Yeah, never been happier. :D
8. What is your favourite subject in school ?
BIOOOO. i love all of it. even freaking genetics.
9. Do you shop at malls ?
duh, who doesn't.
10 : Where do you wish to be right now ?
i don't know! i wish i were at church, actually. i'm always entertained/at peace there.
11. What should you be doing now ?
reading. returning books to the library. not slacking infront of the computer.
12 . Do you have any crush on anyone ?
hahah nope! potential crushes are free to contact me, although i doubt that if you think yourself to be a potential crush you would be someone i would actually crush upon.
13. When was the last time you bought a clothing item ?
last friday :D
14 . What was the last thing you drank ?
salt water. 'cos i had hiccups!
15 .Do you hate liars ? Do you hate backstabbers ?
duh.
16 . Can you make yourself sneeze ?
no, but i always sneeze anyway.
17 . Do you fall for ppl easily ?
nope.
18 . What does your last text msg read ?
"To renew your student benefits, please present a valid stupid id at m1 paragon,imm or change alley customer service centre."
19 : Are you too forgiving ?
nope, i think everyone deserves to be forgiven.
20 . How many windows are open on your computer ?
3.
21 . who was your last call from ?
shiying.
22 . What do you do with most of your time ?
play facebook! read.
23 . Will you & your ex get back together again ?
nope.
24. Do you sleep with the tv on ?
i've been sleeping on the couch for the past few days, so yeah.
25 . Which of your close friends live the closest ?
uh, no one ):
26 . Which item could you not live without during the day ?
nothing, really. i'm veh self-sufficient. i probably need a book to read, if not i'd be bored.
oh and teevee.
27 . Would you share a drink with a stranger ?
probably. depends on the occasion.
28 . How was your weekend ?
funfunfun. christmas party/ book shopping/ church, always a good combination.
29 . Do you believe ex[s] can be frens ?
sure. but sometimes, it's hard.
30 . The last person you quarrelled with ?
i don't quarrel. i have "spirited discussions".
31. The way to win your heart ?
be a gentleman. and be yourself! i dislike poseurs.
32 . What did you do last night ?
sleep!
33 . Do you have the same name as one of your relatives ?
no.
34 . Are you looking for a boyf/girlf ?
NO I AM LOOKING FOR A SOULMATE. (:
35 . One song that is meaningful to you ?
yellow, coldplay.
36 . Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti ?
twirl.
37 . Do your drink milk straight from the carton ?
i don't like milk D:< 38 . How long is your hair ?
it's short.
39. Do you like batman ?
i liked the dark knight :D
40. Who was the last person who told you that they love you ?
God. :D and my mother. i'm loved.
and cheryl, i told you i loved you on christmas!
41 : When was the last time you sang out loud ?
just.
42 . What did you have for breakfast ?
i don't eat breakfast. i eat brunch.
43. Is your birthday on a holiday ?
yeah.
44 . Can you cook ?
i can cook a really good omelette!
45 . Where did you get the shirt your are wearing ?
USA, banana republic :D
46 . What was the reasons for the last troubles you were in ?
don't tell you. but i'm hardly troubled anyway, i am a happy pig.
47 . Which do you wear more ? sweats or jeans
JEANS :D
48. When is your bdae ?
29 may
49 : Do you swear alot ?
nuuuu. not really.
50 . What was your first alcoholic drink ?
campari soda.
51 . Do you have any regrets ?
some. but i mostly like to live my life without regrets.
52 . Who would you like to see now ?
no one! i'm a loner.
53 . Have the cops ever come to your house ?
no! and i hope they never have to.
54 . Are you a social or anti-social person ?
a little bit of both.
55 . Who are your best friends ?
CherylL. actually i have many good good friends. not so many best friends.
56 . Ever been in love ?
once.
57 . Ever had braces ?
i'm getting braces! next year.
58. What do you wear to bed ?
fbts. and random tshirts.
59 . Who was the last person who disappointed you ?
not saying.
60 . Do you trust ppl ?
why are all these questions similar. nope, i fear disappointment.
61 . Who was the first person you talked to today ?
my maid.
62. Who was the first person who text you today ?
my mother.
63 . What was the first thing you did today ?
get on a train to orchard!

and i'm having trouble finding a song to post. so i found this instead.



i want my mama ):