do you know what it feels like;

hello.

christmas lunch at my house today!

i really had a lot of fun. laughing at hweemin, mostly.
we also went shopping at amk hub. funfunfun.
TYT, WE ARE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK.
HURRY UP.
on my way home, i was thinking a lot to myself.
i regretted not taking the time to get to know all of them better while we were still at school and i can't believe we all won't be in the same place next year and won't see each other often anymore.
damn.

okay i couldn't find anymore christmas carols for the time being so its another nice relient k song.

BE MY ESCAPE - RELIENT K

i've given up on giving up slowly
i'm blending in so you won't even know me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate
and this one last bullet you mention
is my one last shot at redemption
because i know to live
you must give your life away

and i've housing all this doubt and insecurity
and i've been locked inside the house
all the while you hold the key
i've been dying to get out
and that might be the death of me
and even though,
there's no way of knowing where to go

i promise i'm going because
i gotta get outta here
i'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
i gotta get outta here
and i'm begging you,
to be my escape.

i am a hostage to my own humanity
self detained and forced to live in this mess i've made
and all i'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
but i can't ask you to give what you already gave.