i found this quote in this book i was reading, cant rmb whats the name.

" Often that which we fear most births the resolve that spurs us onto altitudes
we could not have achieved had we continued walking on our customary paths. "

:D


and also, i love deathcab for cutie.
here are two of their songs.

I will follow you into the dark


Love of mine, someday you will die
but i'll be close behind
i will follow you into the dark

No blinding light, or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven or Hell decide
that they both arent satisfied
illuminate the 'NO's on their vacancy signs
if there's no one beside you
when your soul embarks
i will follow you into the dark

You and me
have seen everything to see
from Bangkok to Calvary
and the soles of your soles
are all worn down
the time for sleep is now
its nothing to cry about
we'll hold each other tight
in the blackest of rooms

I will possess your heart

How i wish you could see the potential
the potential of you and me
its like a book elegantly bound
but in a language you cant read just yet

You gotta spend some time, love
you gotta spend some time
with me
and i know you'll find love
i will possess your heart

There are days
when outside your window
i see my reflection as i slowly pass
and i long for this mirrored perspective
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last.

You reject my advances and desperate pleas
i wont let you
let me down so easily, so easily.


and howard called me " a woman of few words" today.
i like that.
its like im some myterious ninja/samurai girl :D