HELLO, TIME TO WAKE UP.
there aint much time left.
112, if you want to know.

and i am thoroughly annoyed.
with myself, and others?
i dont control the words that come out of my mouth,yeah.
no matter how hurting/annoying/obnoxious/bla.
i will just let it tumble out.
and then, like 10mins later,
i will be like. !@#$% what was that for.
its not about any particular incident,
its just always been this way.
so its like, yea. i dont necessarily mean things
the way they come out, its just that i dont think things through properly
before opening my mouth.
i dno.
you know they say
"if you've got nothing good to say,
dont say it."
amanda shall talk less from now on.

and UGH.
english assignments are annoying me.
why dont we just hand in hard copy!
like srsly.

just talk youself up
and tear yourself down
you've hit your one wall
now find a way around
well, whats the problem
you've got alot of nerve

so what did you think i would say
no you cant run away

i never wanted to say this
you never wanted to stay
i put my faith in you
so much faith in you
and you, just threw it away

im not so naive
my sorry eyes can see
the way you fight shy
of almost everything
well, if you give up
you'll get what you deserve

for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic. :D
xoxo.