okay. its ELEARNING DAY! (also known as random-holiday-they-put-in-place-cos-they-didnt-want-people-kajiaoing-during-orientation-camp)
for chem its like, they gave us an assignment ONLINE but they asked us to print it out in the end. so much for elearning.might as well print it out for us.sheesh.
its the 11thday into year2008, and already it feels like an eternity.
been thinking about year2007. so many things happened.
good and bad.
happy and sad.
all the memories.
dont really like the person i've been for the past ??? days/months. somehow feel like im a different person from what i used to be a long long time ago. always feel so shallow, so selfish, among other crap.
its human nature ba. to always long for what used to be, could be, and might have been.to only treasure whats they have only when its gone.
cant really stand myself.


here's to a bigger/better/brighter 2008. and to a new and improved me. (less emo, hopefully.)

all my bags are packed, im ready to go
im standing here outside your door
hate to wake you up to say goodbye
but dawn is breaking, its early morn.
the taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
already im so lonesome, i could die.

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause im leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go

there're so many times i've let you down
so many times i've played around
i tell you now they dont mean a thing
every place i go i'll think of you
every song i sing i'll sing for you

well the time has come for me to leave you
one more time let me kiss you
then close your eyes
i'll be on my way

dream about the days to come
when i wont have to leave you alone
when i wont have to say goodbye


i really dont belong in your world.
dont you remember me, mr. duplicity?