amanda thinks she's going to revert back to her 'writing in a 3rdperson viewpoint' ways.
she thinks it makes her blog more cos she can write it like its about another person.
at this very moment in time, amanda is savouring the delightful goodness of BEN&JERRY'S icecream. mmm comfort food.
amanda is a very emo girl, she sits in a dark corner with her hair covering her face eating her comfort food and thinking about all the bad things that happen in her life this day(month, year,decade..)
she sits and broods, and totally loses track of time. and her icecream is getting all melty.
she wishes she could turn back time. back to when she actually felt confident and secure.
oh the rantings of a rambling idiot.
amanda has memorable pictures of 2007 she would like to post, but is too lazy to transfer the pictures.

she sits in her corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped in all of the promises
that no one seems to keep
she no longer cries to herself
no tears left to wash away
just diaries of empty pages
feelings gone astray

everything burns.

nvm, im tough. i will survive.