not in the mood to blog today.
sec4 life is hectic, boring, semi-stressful (guess im not really feeling the heat yet)
change is the only constant thing in life. wonder how much my life will change. perhaps, after all is said and done, i would be a happier person.
shall post some random lyrics.

Drew looks at me
i fake a smile so he wont see
i'll bet she's beautiful
the girl he talks about
and she's got everything
that i have to live without
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing
i dont know why i do

tear my heart open
sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
the scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel.

when you try your best but you dont succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired, but you cant sleep
stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone, but it goes to waste
could it be worse

and high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try, you'll never know
just what you're worth

she said i think i'll go to boston
i think i'll start a new life
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name

i asked her to stay
but she wouldnt listen
she left before i had the chance to say
the words that would mend
the things that were broken
but now its far too late she's gone away

everynight you cry yourself to sleep
thinking why does this happen to me
why does every moment have to be so hard
hard to believe that
its not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
i may not make it through the night
i wont go home without you

i have so much to say but no one to say it to
who would understand my twisted heart