cl olvls

oookay.
tmr is the express chinese olvls. just finished tuition, slacking off for a bit ( amanda happily ignores the fact that she has been 'slacking off a bit' for the whole morning )
she decides that if there is going to be olvls tmr, then she should be as relaxed and happy as possible and not stressed out and 'oh-my-gawd-what-am-i-going-to-do' - ish.

interesting thought :
amanda looked at the state of her bedroom recently, and decides that she should probably marry a 'manny' ( which refers to a male nanny, they're increasing in popularity in the states )
he would help her wash,clean,cook and do all the housework-y stuff that the lazy carbonbased humanoid lifeform that she is prefers not to do.
however, after delving deeper into the thought, she realises that they probably would not have anything to talk about because amanda aspires to be a Nobel prize-winning environmental activist and all the manny would talk about would be, as her mother charmingly put it, "dear ah, the price of toilet paper has increased by 10cents! its an outrage i tell you, "

hence, she concludes that marrying a manny would probably not be a very good idea. but, she thinks that for other messy-couldnt-care-less-about-neatness girls like her, it is an option to be considered :D

amanda is ranting incessantly.
it is to gear herself up to write compo tomorrow. amanda wants to go out with her 兄妹 tomorrow.
amanda convinces herself that she no longer gives a damn abt certain people and shall try her best not to feel jealous about certain events that transpired. because really, its all sort of petty anyway, it shouldnt be a big deal. she is probably oversensitive.
she is not in a particularly jolly mood as certain dreams she had last night evoked unpleasant memories.

(me: hahah, is anyone even reading this crap? )