salad

i am having mixed feelings tossed around me today! like a nice ol' caesar salad.
EOY RESULTS!
overall, i did pretty well :D except that i think i could have done better for chinese, kinda screwed up the gong1 han3 and did pretty badly for paper2.
good news is, no Cs so far. but thats probably because we got back all the 'good' subjects today.
tomorrow is the killer : getting back maths, physics and social studies.
SO DEAD. maths is like. im gna deduct 24 marks in total before i even consider all the careless and what not.
and physics i dont know. i thought i did everything logically but. you can never tell with physics, y'know? it makes perfect sense to you, but the physicists of the world disagree.
and social studies, my seq is totally screwed. 'nuff said.

and other stuff,
i guess you can say im pretty discouraged. im not a quitter, but sometimes, you try your very hardest, but its never enough. people wont appreciate what you are doing, nor will they try to make your life in anyway easier. i really dont know what to do with myself, cant help but feel frustrated.
but oh well, no use dwelling on it anyway. it doesnt benefit anyone in anyway.
life goes on.