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amanda is scared!
she is listening to scary sound effects from the tv where her mom is watching a documentary about exorcisms.
scareddddddd.
amanda has alot of things to do, including trying to think of some design for campcraft comp next year. and studying for olvl express chinese.

more events:
31oct express chinese olvls
1nov All Saints Day
2nov visit to CID headquarters
5-7nov 209 chalet!
8nov 311chalet!
9nov RV inter-unit amazing race/physics extra lesson
10nov promotest for sectwos
14nov visit to NPCC land division
24nov nh openhouse
27-29nov annual camp
3-6dec going to hk!
14-16dec rciy camp
& other stuff that i cant rmb.

she thinks that little boys shouldnt be campus superstars :X
they should grow up and concentrate on their studies and not act like big hotshots.
she wants to be more hardworking and more efficient so that she can finish all that she has to do quickly.
she wonders, sometimes, whether people really care, or do they just pretend to.
and she also wonders whether, is it just her, or are there more and more NC16 and M18 movies nowadays. which restricts the number of movies which teens can watch. maybe they realised that PG and G movies werent getting enough sales and so imposed more NC16 ratings to force all <16years old to watch them.
its all a conspiracy.

she sincerely hopes that she can get into njc.
she needs help with her humanities.
which is quite funny since humans is one of the subjects which she is purely interested in. perhaps she should start being bored with humans.

over you - daughtry

now that its all said and done
i cant believe you were the one
to build me and tear me down
like an old abandoned house

what you said when you left
you leave me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, way in too deep
guess i let you get the best of me

well i never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long long time ago
i never thought i'd doubt you
im better off without you
more than you more than you know

im slowly getting closure
i guess its really over
im finally getting better
now im picking up the pieces
im spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
'cause the day i thought i'd never get through
im not over you

you took a hammer to these walls
you dragged the memories down the hall
packed your bags and walked away
there was nothing i could say
and when you slammed the front door shut
a lot of others opened up
so did my eyes
so i could see
that you never were the best of me

'cause the day i thought i'd never get through
i got over you.