little miss sunshine,

hello :D
as of yet, i still have no pending assignments. how cool is that?
but i am getting pretty bored. i haven't realised how much time i spend doing stuff.

went with christee to novena to eat crepes. (: i think one really cool thing about my school or maybe it's one really cool thing about growing up, is that its so much easier to make friends of the opposite gender? like, in secondary school, whenever people see a guy and a girl walking down the corridor together, everyone instantly assumes that they are a couple or something. but like now, boys and girls hang out together all the time? and there doesn't have to be any romantic connotations in everything.

speaking about growing up, i think it's so weird how much more independent i have become!
during the 2 or 3 months after o levels, i was so lazy! i would just laze around by myself at home all the time or like, wait for my parents to come get me and wait for food to appear and wait for things to happen. but now, i'm like packing my room by myself! it's a miracle.

i actually take the effort to make things neat and stuff now, partly because, no one in my family has ever gone through whatever i'm going through now, so i'm more or less on my own.

and nowadays, i just don't really feel the urge to blog anymore, 'cos i have a really great group of friends whom i can confide my true feelings in, thus, i don't feel the need to have to pour my feelings out onto my blog. also, there's facebook where i can post photos. so i don't really know why i'm still blogging. yeah, and it's not like i have a lot of people reading my blog! but to those who do, much love! xoxo.

it feels a bit weird, too. 'cos i don't think a lot of my friends own a blog. everyone's just on msn and facebook.

all in all, i'm really happy and satisfied with my life now. everything's going at a nice pace. i've learnt how to really manage my time too. and to pace myself? not try to do everything at one go.

i feel fulfilled.

i wanna watch watchmen!

i don't wanna be the girl who fears the silence
the quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
please don't tell me we've had that conversation
i won't remember,
save your breath
'cause what's the use?

ah, the night is calling
and it whispers to me, softly, come and play
but i, i am falling
and if i let myself go, i'm the only one to blame