life is a maze and love is a riddle;

i had an epiphany yesterday!
i suddenly realised how much my parents love me.
like, seriously.
the world's economy is falling to pieces.
and my parents still let me go to SJII (the most expensive school in singapore?)
i could have easily applied for a JC and saved them tonnes of money.
but they never forced my hand. they saw that i was so happy and let me have my way.
they are willing to do all it takes to make sure i have a great education overseas.

i feel kinda guilty. i really could have just gone to a JC.
i just had to fill in some stupid form.

i know i have to work really hard to make sure their efforts are not wasted.
but still, i don't even know if i have what it takes.

with every assignment, i am feeling added pressure.

sometimes, you think you have the smarts but no one would perceive themselves as stupid. so maybe you're not that smart after all.

sigh.

my separators are annoying me. ALOT.

bah. off to do homework!