what made me unbeautiful ;

i really wish i were witty and interesting. but i'm not. so there.
i can only express my limited thoughts in weird, disjointed little sentences.

there's a ginormous swell of emotions wreaking havoc on my poor little heart.
it's not that i'm being emo, i just feel - out of sorts.
beh, it's not that i haven't already settled them, logically, i already know the solutions to my issues but they continue to grow and fester and become inflamed and pus-filled.

mondays are really bad days for me.
luckily, today's netball was cancelled due to bad weather! hitched a ride home in a black mercedes :D

i can't wait for :

friday dinner with caitlyn!
movie night!
dday! (dim sum day)
picnic in the park!

hahah, all food related.

i am going crazy. must be the hormones talking.
hahah, it's annoying how some people so obviously want to speak their mind but are so shy to. sometimes, i think it would be better for everyone if they just spit it out. for example :

DO YOU LOVE ME OR NOT!?!?
IF YOU DO, SWELL. TALK TO ME THEN! STOP FREAKING
IGNORING ME!
IF YOU DON'T, FINE, SCREW YOU. Well, actually i DON'T want to
screw you, 'cos you don't love me and i don't love you either! hmph.