THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE CONCERN :D
MUCH LOVE.

anyway, i got the call for the interview.
at first, i thought it was like, you pass the test then they select you for the interview.
BUDDEN, i found out that all the applicants have to sit for both the test and the interview.
THEN they will consider you for the scholarship.

aye, so i think its very very tough for me to get it!
and even if i do,
it only means that i will only have to pay 25% of sch fees IF I GET IN.
MEANS I STILL HAVE TO DO WELL FOR 'O'S.
out of all the scholarships i had to choose the toughest one to receive -.-

STILL, i felt so loved.
i felt as if i was taking the test for all the people who wished me well on top of myself!


THE ONLY PROMISE THAT REMAINS - REBA MCENTIRE FT. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

when the ground beneath you starts a-shaking,
and you forget the place we came from
when you're lost and looking for a way home
your way home to me
i'll come out and find you

when the world around you starts a-moving,
and you should wonder if i still love you,
if you feel a darkness coming
rising inside
i'll make a light to guide you back home

and after all the sky's falling down
and after all the waters washed away
my love's the only promise that remains

when your doubts have got you thinking
nothings ever really sacred
and you're afraid you might believe it
believe in me
and i'll give you a reason

and there's no doubt that i still love you
love you.





♥












hahah, EMPHASIZE,EMPHASIZE,EMPHASIZE.

NEXT PLANE HOME - DANIEL POWTER

i woke up early to baby blue eyes from afar
and when the sun comes through and lights you like the angel that you are
i know i do you wrong
when i'm with you i'm gone

with every season change, it looks the same
from november to june
and don't these empty streets skip a beat
the flowers don't bloom

i can't believe i missed your birthday again
and i wanna come back but i just don't know when now

and when i'm lonely,
you're not here with me
that's why i'm gonna be on the next plane home
and you're the only face i wanna see
the road that never ends
next ends around the bend
i see your smile
i'd swim across the sea
to be with you for a while

oh man.
everything happened so quickly!
i received the email about me qualifying on wed.
worried,scowled,furrowed,moaned on thurs.
test was today.

aye. it was so tough.
i'm supposed to be getting my results like, now.
but i'm afraid to go check!
and if i don't receive an email means i gotta wait until next week.
'cos there's a second batch of interviews next sat.
gosh. this is so scary.

aaaand, no email ):
need to wait more.
damn.
aye, should just kill my hopes now.

i qualify for IB programme at SJI(I) :D
and i am super happy with my results!
i have to go for the IB test on fri.
and i think i am very dead.
because :
1. there will be an essay test.
2. i can only write narrative essays! what if its some expository / argumentative.

very scary.
but nvm, im happy i even qualified. so i'll just try my best.
whatever will be, will be.

LUCKY - JASONMRAZ FT. COLBIE CAILIAT

do you hear me, i'm talking to you
across the water, across the deep blue ocean
under the open sky, oh my, baby i'm trying
boy, i hear you in my dreams
i feel your whisper across the sea
i keep you with me, in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again

they don't know how long it takes
waiting for a love like this
everytime we say goodbye
i wish we had one more kiss
i'll wait for you
i promise you, i will.

i'm lucky to be in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

and so im sailing, through the sea
to an island, where we'll meet.
you'll hear the music, feel the air
i'll put a flower in your hair
through the breezes through trees
move so pretty, you're all i see
as the world keeps spinning around
you hold me right here right now

let Thy will be done.

oh and i dno why, i thought ms wong was being super funny today.

ms wong : your brain stores information in compartments, then when you guys see
the amaths question your brain cannot process then the whole computer hang.

and a bunch of other stuff.
but still, i thought it was veh funny.
i don't normally laugh at her jokes.

today was good.
im satisfied with all my results :D
oh but its like all the okay subjects today : ss, bio,chem,chinese, emath.
its all downhill from here babeh.

and i am so confused now.
ugh.
what to do?
where to go?
aye, some 'not reputable', some 'so mugger-ish!', some ' so segregated!',some 'so cheena!',some 'aye, don't tell you. skarly you get posted there.' some 'just don't go luh!'
SO CONFUSING.
AHHHHHH.

BUILT TO LAST - MELEE

i've looked for love in stranger places
but never found someone like you
someone whose smile makes me feel i've been holding back
and now there's nothing i can do

'cause this is real, this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all, its built to last

all of our friends saw from the start
so why didn't we believe it too?
yeah, now look where we are
you're in my heart now
and there's no escaping it for you

walking on the hills that night
with fireworks and candlelight
you and i were made to get love right

'cause you were the sun in my universe
considered the best when we felt the worst
but most of all its built to last.

today was boring, yes.
but it wasn't a complete waste of time!
i think its impt to know about these things.
the year is ending soon.
i'm excited yet, scared.

i shall aim to go HWCH (gasp) , NJ or SA.
hahah.

its the final countdown!

okay i have just guilted myself into studying.
study what?
i don't know.
must. run. away. from. computer.

booyah.
i have no life ):
i haven't gone out in ages. (uhm, except for 2 weeks ago, with cheryl.)
BUT STILL.
i'm not even gonna out tomorrow, reportedly our last day of freedom.
i shall just go home.
and eat/sleep/watch the telly.
which is WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST 309385943 DAYS.
i haven't even been mugging D:



BUT STILL.
all is not lost.
going out with girlfriendzxs on thurs.
don't know what's the plan
but oh well.
but thurs is the day results come back.

sigh.



i have spent the past 2+ hrs entertaining myself by reading 'famous' blogs.
aye, the drama.



rant rant rant.



i miss being busy.





me likey. ♥

in total i got 30 marks deducted from the whole amath paper D:
ahwell, hopefully i can scrape a B for physics.
so it won't be that bad.

DANCE HALL DRUG - BOYSLIKEGIRLS

"grown up"
she just turned sixteen
stuck in the moment
dead at the scene
and its on tonight
this is the life you wanted, right?

so turn off all the lights
dressed up just like a movie star
at all the parties, they'll know who you are
wouldn't it be great to be fashionably late?
so why don't you wait 'til you're sedated?

don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
what i'm saying is " do you, do you wanna lose it all?"
'cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
you can't wait to fall in love
all i'm saying is " do you, do you wanna learn to fly?"
then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'cause when the push comes to the shove
he's just a dance hall drug

step in, and you can lock the door
the candles are lit, and the clothes on the floor
you could take a chance on finding romance
now you're holding hands
but he's got other plans
tick tock
the clock is turning red
the room won't stop spinning
and thoughts in your head
and its too late
you feel like making a big mistake
you shoulda waited
so just wait, love
show 'em what you're made of.

watched mammamia!
hahah, its such a cute show. :D
stupiddd.
i have to go to school for 1hr next week -.-
i spend more time going home than in school.
amanda seyfried so preety, like another amanda i could mention.
:P

LAY ALL YOUR LOVE ON ME - MAMMAMIA OST

i wasn't jealous before we met
now every man i see
is a potential threat
and i'm possessive
it isn't nice

you've heard me saying that smoking is my only vice
but now it isn't true
now everything's new
and all i've learned is overturned
i beg of you

don't go wasting your emotions
lay all your love on me
it was like shooting a sitting duck
a little small talk
a smile and baby,
i was struck
i still don't know what you've done with me
a grown up woman should never fall so easily

i feel a kind of fear
whenever i don't have you near
unsatisfied, i skip my pride
i beg you,dear

don't go sharing your devotion
lay all your love on me

i've had a few little love affairs
they didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce
i used to think that was sensible
it makes the truth even more incomprehensible

lay all your love on me

yehah.
cheryl's on hiatus.
i shall catch up with her 377 blogposts. :D

NOTE TO SELF :

buy boyslikegirls album.
watch MAMMAMIA!
watch BABYLON A.D.

pooh.

i find it quite ironic that i post more during exam period than normal days -.-
amaths was so killer.
i was still counting on amaths to save me if my physics died.
now looks like i have to count on physics D:

ugh.

JUST STAND UP - VARIOUS ARTISTS

the heart is stronger than you think
like it can go through anything
and even when you think it can't
it finds a way to push on

sometimes you want to run away
ain't got the patience for the pain
and if you don't believe it
look into your heart
the beat goes on

im telling you that
things get better
through whatever
if you fall
dust it off
don't let up

don't you know you can be your own miracle

if your mind keeps thinking
you've had enough
but your heart keeps telling you
don't give up
who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
don't give up
through it all just stand up

you don't gotta be a prisoner
in your own mind
if you fall
dust it off
you can live your own life
and you will know you're good
if you trust in the good
everything will be alright, yeah
if you follow your heart

I shall be a happy person and look forward to the future and only be sad when sad things happen.
yes.
history tmr tmr tmr!
but nevermind, im not gna worry abt it.
if i get C for comb. humans. in Os, i shall just get a 10 and go SAJC and be happy with it.


MERCY - ONEREPUBLIC

angel of mercy
how did you find me
where did you read my story
pulled from the papers
desperate and hardened
seeking a momentary fix

all i wanted to say
all i wanted to do
is falling apart now
all i wanted to feel
i wanted to love
its all my fault now
a tragedy, i fear.

angel of mercy
how did you find me
how did you pick me up again
angel of mercy
how did you move me
why am i on my feet again
i see you
and i feel you

before just the daylight
come and i stand by
waiting to catch the quickest plane
fly me to nowhere
is better than somewhere
thats where i've been and nothing's changed

A LITTLE BIT LONGER - JONAS BROTHERS

got the news today
but they said i had to stay
a little bit longer
and i'll be fine

when i thought it'd all been done
when i thought it'd all been said
a little bit longer and i'll be fine

and you don't know what you've got until its gone
and you don't know what its like to feel so low
and everytime you smile or laugh, you glow
you don't even know

all this time moves by
still no reason why
a little bit longer and i'll be fine
waiting on a cure
but none of them are sure
a little bit longer and i'll be fine

so i'll wait 'til kingdom come
when all the highs and lows are gone
a little bit longer and i'll be fine

i'll be fine.

bored at home.
i should be studying! but the computer,
its so enticing.
and i like my new blogskin :D

okok, last post.
promise.

quiz frm jamie
(where does she get this stuff)

Does your password have to do with a boy?
Nope.Mine's all about food! (so i won't forget :x)

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
be a gentleman! but okay, usually nothing much.
just be cute.

Are you a girly girl?
Eh, i don't know! I'm some sort of a freak.

Small or big purses?
it's called a clutch.
and small!

What are the signs you like a guy?
DON'T TELL YOU.

Do you sleep in your bra?
Nuuu.

Do you enjoy drama?
depends on what kind!
Life/friends/backstab drama me no likey.
korean drama serials me likey.

Do you stay friends with your ex's?
Somewhat, not really.

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Nope. But I want to!

Do you call anybody by their last name?
SEET!

Do you wear makeup?
Nuuu. I wanna try momo eyeliner :D

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
I DON'T HAVE VISIBLE EYELASHES. D:

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
Hahah, no.

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
Yes ):

Eyeliner or Mascara?
eyeliner.

American Eagle or Hollister?
Hollister.

Heels or flats?
Depends!

Skirts or jeans?
Depends!

Socks or leggings?
socks. But i wna wear leggings :P

Heels or sneakers?
BOTH!

Straight or curly hair?
Straight!

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Danglies :D ESP. stripy pink hearts.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes ):

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
BOTH!

Do you have a best friend?
SEET! & LEONG! Pte Ltd :D

What do you think about the person you like?
idiot.

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Nuh.

Do you like your life?
Yessss ♥

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
YES (TYT'S FAULT!) AND SOME NC GUY WAS LIKE 'UH THIS IS THE GUYS TOILET.'

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
YES.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Nuh, im nice.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah ):

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yeah ):

Do you ever wish you were famous?
Nuh.

IN A BOY:

Cowboy or gangsta?
COWBOY!

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
PREP!

Welleducated or Dropout?
WELL EDUCATED LUH.

Contacts or Glasses?
CONTACTS.

Good cook or took you out a lot?
BOTH

Funny or Serious?
BOTH!

Romantic or Daredevil?
ROMANTIC!
Daredevil die faster :x
but okay, ROMANTIC! with a sense of adventure.

Cute or Hot?
BOTH! HAHAHAHA

Long or short hair?
Short.

Smoker or nonsmoker?
NON.

check yes, juliet
here's the countdown
3,2,1 Fall in my arms now
just sneak out
don't tell a soul goodbye

check yes, juliet
i am waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking

can't wait for me and my aviator shades to hit the coast of sunny san francisco :D
25/11 here i come!

i am very happy happy happy.
i spent all 1.5hrs in the bus thinking about what i was gna do after Os and that made me very happy.
i have lulled myself into a false sense of optimism about the future!
ah well.
i shall remain blissfully ignorant.

HOT N COLD - KATY PERRY

You, change your mind
Like a girl
Changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a b____
I would know

And you,
over-think
Always speak
crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when its right
Its black and its white
We fight and break up
We kiss and make up

You don't really wanna stay, no
But you don't really wanna go, oh

We used to be
just like twins
So in sync.
The same energy
Now a dead battery
Used to laugh about nothing
Now you're plain boring

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

We girls can't just go around being so awesome and making guys fall in love
with us all over the place! Like that dude in spiderman said, with great power
comes great responsibility!

- Airhead, Meg Cabot.

yay ♥

OUR SONG - TAYLOR SWIFT

I was riding shotgun
with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel
on his steering wheel
And the other on my
heart
I look around
Turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong
I say nothing
I was just thinking
How we don't have a song

And he said

Our song is the slamming screen doors
Sneaking out the back door
Tapping on your window
When we're on the phone
And you talk real slow
'Cause its late and your momma don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date
"man, I didn't kiss her
when I should have"
And when I got home
before I said amen
Asking God if He could
play it again

I heard every album
listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good
as our song. ♥

i should start studying (soon)
it is a bad idea to have hols in the middle of prelims.
very bad.

i love all manner of momo songs :D

WHY - SECONDHAND SERENADE

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in
But I've broken all my promises to you

Why do you do this to me
Why do you do this so easily
You make it hard to smile
because you make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me

A phrasing thats a single tear
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone
Because these days arent so easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word I sing
I promise I will bring you home
I will bring you home

x.x

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST - LINKIN PARK

I dreamt I was missing
You were so scared
But no one else listened
'Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When im done here

When my time comes,
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me,
when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

Forgetting all the hurt inside
you've learnt to hide so well
Pretending someone else
can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are