yay!
NC16 here i come :P
many thanks,hugs and kisses for :
cheryl bestbestie, tanyanting,nghuijuan,limhweemin,pangchuhui,tanyingying

for wishing me advanced happy birthday!
alas, my birthday is super hectic! no time to celebrate ):
i am STILL not having much to talk about. seriously.

cant wait for rciy camp!
sleep deprivation, here i come :D

always be my baby :D

we were as one,babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine

now you want to be free
so im letting you fly
'cause i know in my heart,babe
our love will never die

you'll always be a part of me
im part of you indefinitely
boy, dont you know you can't escape me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

i ain't gonna cry, no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave, boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably, you'll make your way back again
'cause you know in your heart, babe
our love will never end, no

mannn.
im supercalifragilisticispanidocious busy this week.

monday : chinese tuition
tuesday : 0800-1230 CWEP
wednesday : english enrichment 0830-1130
thursday : AHEM. :D
english enrichment 0830-1130
amath tuition 1630-1800
friday : english enrichment 0830-1130
physics 1300-1500
RCIY CAMP DAY1

today was 'nigh uneventful with the exception of the acapella dudes from SAF.
lengleng totally got overexcited.but they were cute :D
at least it adds some colour into our otherwise mundane lives.
after that we were all obsessed with singing.

holiday homework!

2 chem papers
4 math papers
2 chinese papers
2 english papers
1 e.hist paper
and various others i cant rmb.

quote of the day :
"'cos im too gorgeous, honay."

stars shining bright above you
night breezes seem to whisper 'i love you'
birds singing in the sycamore tree
'dream a little dream of me'

say 'nighty-night' and kiss me
just hold me tight and tell me
you'll miss me
when im alone and blue as can be
dream a little dream of me

stars fading
but i linger on, dear.

tell me when will you be mine?

boo.

got C6 for history and physics. 50% just passed kind. (i could have easily failed)
and the stupidest thing is, i really did study for these two topics? really mugged and everything.
but no matter how hard i try, or what i do, i just cant seem to get it.
i understand the concepts and everything, i just dont apply it in the way that they like me to apply it?

i dno what im gna do now. how im going to continue from here
working hard doesnt work? not working hard doesnt work either?
it would be easier to just. heck care.
and yet, i cant?
but there's nothing to prevent me from being disappointed yet again at prelims/olvls?

im supposed to be an optimist since i dont really have anything to feel sorry for myself about,
but sometimes its just so hard to find the bright side when all you are enveloped in is darkness.
i really want to work hard, try my best and etc.
but alot of times, your best isnt nearly good enough.
people tell me 'you should have no problem getting As,blabla.'
do they not think that i dont WANT to do well? its not as if i flunked on purpose or what.

when you try your best but you dont succeed
when you get what you want
but not what you need
when you feel so tired
but you cant sleep
stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
i will try to fix you

and high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you'll never try
you'll never know
just what you're worth.

{ okay, dont need to comfort me or what abt this.
im not exactly torn apart or whatever, just feeling annoyed that what i worked for has come to naught. }
i'll be okay.

wooh, went on major shopping spree with my mom and my sis today.
saw wanlim,melissa and shannon at taka.but didnt say hi, cos i was shy (:
bought 3tops, one pair of white-coloured shorts and some stationery.
i think we're going back there next week to continue ;D
but its weird to suddenly buy so many things at one shot when i normally dont go shopping or what.

ah well, great singapore sale is coming up!
was feeling pretty bummed because of physics paper1 and because i had that sinking feeling that my physics was totally screwed beyond all hope or restoration.
but retail therapy works? woe is me, what a shallow and materialistic world we live in that buying clothes actually makes me happier.



the thing about love
is i never saw it coming
it kinda crept up and took me by surprise
and now theres a voice inside my heart
thats got me wondering
is this true
i want to hear it one more time

say it again
for me
'cos i love the way it feels
when you're telling me that im
the only one who blows your mind
say it again
for me
its like the whole world stops to listen
when you tell me you're in love
say it again

we're going to be in school for 1hr+ tmr.
i find that kind of, stupid.
why dont they just put all the paper1s on the same day -.-





rah, i hope i can get As for maths,chem and bio. (physics is a total goner)





finally bought pumps! breaking out of my comfort zone,hah.
and its my lifelong dream to own one of these :


doc martens! ♥

hurhur,
new blogskin.

amanda wants :
Aly&AJ insomniatic
Paramore riot!
eye candy ;D
not to have to plait her hair every morning -_-

amanda cant wait for :
olvls to end!

amanda cant wait to :
go L.A. at the end of this year

amanda loves:
walking in the rain
her twins.
two guys named ben and jerry.

rahhh. in the middle of midyrs!

as strong as you were,
tender you go
im watching you breathing for the last time
a song for your heart
but when its quiet
i know what it means
and i'll carry you home