it was an immense blow to my confidence.

ferras- hollywood's not america
well the pieces fall
now she hardly recognises herself at all

and there's never any rain
when you want it
a hollow little game
well you've won it
looking for a thrill
when you've done it all

you could make a million dollars
and you might lose yourself
and can you take the heat
will your heart grow cold?
they say acting's just pretending
even that gets old

well, im not going to let that get me down.
wave of despondency.