AHHHH.
MIDYRS.
im. so. freaking. dead.
mugging furiously for it, (or not, seeing as im blogging now.)
today was semi-fun :D
1.5hrs of freedom!

speech day was pretty mundane (hahah,hwele.)
butbut. the tiniest,slimmest,nanoscopic (10^-9. ha see i am studying) fraction of hope that i can come back next year wearing a _____ coloured blazer?
6A1s, bah doubt it.
jianlong's sister was like @#$%^&* pro and she only got 6A1s. i dont think its really possible that i can do better.
besides, i can feel myself getting dumber everyday!
ah, depression.
shall go mug.

rihanna - take a bow
how bout a round of applause
a standing ovation
you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
you're so ugly when you cry
please, just cut it out

don't tell me that you're sorry
'cos youre not
baby i know that you're just sorry you got caught

but you put on quite a show
really had me going
but now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
really entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow

talking about "girl i love you, you're the one"
this just looks like a re-run
please, what else is on?

and the award for best liar goes to you
for making me believe that
you could be faithful to me
lets hear your speech

dearly beloved,
we are here to celebrate the life of a faithful blog, hot-ramen.blogspot.com
hahah.
its dead!
i shall carry on ranting to myself nevertheless. :D
i shall omit the part which carries on about how stressful life is and blah, since im sure its not very interesting hearing the same thing in all my posts.
and i would probably be regurgitating the same thing over and over with different intensities until olvls are over.
i really really really need help with history!
xxxx is gna make me to flunk my olvl hist. i just know it ):



do,do you have a first aid kit handy?
do,do you know how to patch up a wound?
tell me, are you patient,understanding
cause i might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and
i've tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me


skooch a little closer dear,
and i'll nibble on your ear :3

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹
不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系

i was drenched twice today.
first in my own sweat as a result of climate change, global warming, the whole hoohah.on top of having to run 2.4km when it was sweltering even though it was 8.30am. which brings me back to my first point,but im ranting again.
second in the rain which mercifully covered the land in coolness.
im really hoping i would get sick from all this.
God knows, i need a break from schoolwork.
but i'd probably die from the aftereffects of missing school.
there goes my sanity.



if i should die before i wake
its cos you took my breath away

i walked i ran
i jumped i flew
right off the ground to float to you
there's no gravity to hold me down

but how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

bought my super sunshine! all thanks to my lengleng :D
you shall become $10 richer tomorrow.
anyway,
had a fulfilling weekend?
did my bit for charity! (it was SO satisfying to feel the tin get heavier and heavier as time passed by. )
went for theology for the body part2! :D
finally feel more. sure of who i am
and more confident to go and face the big, bad scary world out there.

whatever happens, i'll always have someOne who loves me :D


i bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
watched the stars, crash into the sea
if i could ask God just one question,
why arent you here with me?

someday we'll know if love can move mountains.

amanda feels both stressed and relieved at the same time.
she wishes that weekends could be one week long (thus defeating the purpose of calling them weekends but, who cares.)
sleep has now become a thing of the past!
shes failing lots of things D: even though she works for them.

this may sound crazy
it probably is
but could you tell me where
true love is?
just point me in the right direction
i swear i wont make a sound
im looking for a neon sign
its what i havent found.
they say its gone south
where all the good things go

its only raining rainbows
and the promise of bliss
i believe in love
but its probably not for me
if i'll never find love
would you let me know?

rainy days are always welcome in the blistering heat that is Singapore's climate.
i like rain :D
not talking for hours on end and watching sappy korean dramas,
while watching the rain hit the window panes
and munching on kong4 ba3 pao1.





ah, pure bliss.



i like rain :3

i want max shanti's from earth to heaven/ gary's supersunshine :D


if i crave you alot
its cos i love you come what may
drop your arms to your side
its okay to smile
just relax
this is me
this is you
no one else here
just us two


我爱你女孩我等你答案
让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急
让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起

it was an immense blow to my confidence.

ferras- hollywood's not america
well the pieces fall
now she hardly recognises herself at all

and there's never any rain
when you want it
a hollow little game
well you've won it
looking for a thrill
when you've done it all

you could make a million dollars
and you might lose yourself
and can you take the heat
will your heart grow cold?
they say acting's just pretending
even that gets old

well, im not going to let that get me down.
wave of despondency.