he ate my heart.

AFTER TONIGHT :

NO MORE MATH IA. FOREVER.
THANKGOD.

YOU'VE GOT ME BEGGING YOU FOR MERCY

UGH, BRING IT ON. IMA ANGSTY GRADE 12 NAO >:)

tonight, ima fight until we see the sunlight.

DEAR GOD,

If You would be so kind as to miraculously give me 2 more weeks of holiday, it would be greatly appreciated. Also, please let Welcome Week be a success! please also help me finish all that I have yet to finish :/

Love,
Amanda.

BUT ITS CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE (:

I hope that wherever you are, you are surrounded by loved ones and spend this day happily and without worry.
I hope that as this turbulent year draws to a close, you have many things to give thanks for.
And I hope that next year is a year full of beautiful moments, for you.

This is my favourite Christmas song :D

O Holy Night

O Holy Night,
the stars are brightly shining.
It is the night,
of our Savior's birth.
Long lay the world,
in sin and error pining,
'til he appeared,
and the soul felt it's worth.

The thrill of hope,
the weary world rejoices,
for yonder brinks,
a new and glorious morn.

Fall on your knees,
o hear the angel voices,
o night divine,
o night when Christ was born.

oh, it's not a dream anymore.

2130. It's not fantastic, but then again, neither am I.

The choices I have to make about university are even more bothersome than the actual test itself. Even more bothersome is the fact that these are decisions that, perhaps, have a hand in altering the course of my life from here onwards?

But perhaps, every decision is, in some small way or another.

I am waiting for my mother to get her hair done, and I am incredibly bored.

I am trying to be productive.

Haber process, here I come.

do they know it's Christmastime?

3 more hours to the release of SAT results.
2 days to Christmas.
11 days to 2010.
12 more days to the start of school.
12 more days to the start of Welcome Week.
12 more days to genetics test, trigonometry test, math ia, ee deadlines, etc.etc.
11 more months til IB exam.

Our lives are ruled by numbers. Sadly.

I think they should also be ruled by moments.

Something Ms Smyth said really touched me : Success is not measured in dollars but in happiness.

Christmas seems like the time when people are allowed/encouraged/expected to be happy and believe in miracles and good things and the goodness of humanity. But shouldn't every day be Christmas?

on the boulevard of broken dreams,

DDDDDDDDDAMN.

it's the 15th already.
and i've got another 19 days or so left before next year begins.

>:(