i'm a walking disaster,

maybe, we should stop chasing temporary 'high's , and accept that, yes, this is as good as it gets, as yes, i am happy with that. maybe, we should look for who we are, and not who others want us to be.
maybe, we should cherish the precious few who see us through the tumultuous journey of life instead of hankering for acceptance of the multitudes who scarcely know us.

just, maybe.