this is the last time i abandon you.

its weird, the impact IB makes on me.

This afternoon :

'im very borrrrred.'
'go find something to do. you need a hobby.'
'YOU'RE my hobby :P'
'a hobby can't be a living thing! go look for the meaning of hobby on wiki or something. you need to relax and enjoy life. when's the last time you did something fun?'
'.... i don't remember.'

which got me trying to remember what my hobbies are, and i suddenly remember spending a lot of time reading online manga (: i used to be really interested in manga and all that shiz, but ever since the IB invasion, drawing books and manga cabinet remain largely untouched.

i came upon a realisation today :

i have nothing left to prove to anyone. it seems as though all my life, i've always been trying to prove something to someone, meet someone's expectations, gain someone's affection, yadda yadda, but i finally realise that there are a lot of people in my life who accept me for who i am and don't judge me for what i do. well, obviously, there are still parents, but that's a different story.
i don't actually have that much to worry about.

hahah, i hate it when you're right. but somehow, you're always right ><