ohyes.

now that olevels are over,
i am freaking bored.

it's like the scene from Finding Nemo when all the little fish in the aquarium finally manage to escape from the tank and cross the road and plop into the ocean in their little plastic bags,
and then they are like, NOW WHAT.

yes, that is exactly how i feel!
no doubt i have many outings to go on which i don't really have money for!
and i feel guilty getting money from my mom cos dental stuff and SJII thing and holiday in the USA is costing her alot alot.
no doubt i have to make stuff for people on grad night!

ah yes, i am so bored i am going to continue ranting.

you know, i've always wanted to be those kinda very upbeat people who smile and laugh all the time, eh but i don't think i am.
i am abit more like a grumpy bear.
so much so that my parents call me bear at home, cos i don't communicate with them in words,
it's more like.

mother : QI AH. GO
me : rrrhuhhhhh.

okay, but i'm nice to them most of the time :D
why am i blogging about random facts about my life that no one cares about?
because its my blog!

oh well i think those kinda upbeat peppy things come from within!
and its either you have it or you don't.
i don't.
and i'm grumpy.
so too bad. :P


GOTTA BE SOMEBODY - NICKELBACK

this time, i wonder what it feels like
to find the one in this life
the one we all dream of,
but dreams just aren't big enough

so i'll be waiting for the real thing
i'll know it by the feeling
the moment when we're meeting,
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen

so i'll be holding my own breath
right up 'til the end
until that moment when
i find the one that i'll spend forever with

cause nobody wants to be the last one there
cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
somebody to love, with my life in their hands
there's gotta be somebody for me like that.

cause nobody wants to do it on their own
and everyone wants to know they're not alone
there's somebody who feels the same somewhere
there's gotta be somebody for me out there


P.S. we all know it isn't that simple, don't we?
in real life, there just may not be anyone there and you gotta rely on yourself.
in real life, things don't happen like the movies.