tomorrow's the last day of school.

!@#$%^&*()_+.
( argh. there just isnt any good swear words to use when you're Catholic.
not that i swear, its nice to know i don't have many options.)

shit. i don't even know what that means.
i cannot process it.
does it mean what i think it means.
do many people even grasp the magnitude of it.
or are they coming to sch tmr simply 'cos report books are being given back.

i find it weird 'tho.
i don't do much in school.
in fact, i think i am the most boring person on earth.
srsly.
all i do in school is work.
i don't even talk that much.
i wonder where these sentimental feelings are coming from. why should i even care?
i don't hate school. but i don't love it all that much either.
i'm always stuck in this limbo.

and nextnext monday is *drama* start of Os.
aaaand i don't know what to do with myself.
at least with prelims i was just like,whatever,
just study. anyway it isnt counted
but now im afraid if i start srsly mugging now,
i'd have forgotten everything by the time it starts.
i don't know how or when or what to start with.

aye.

GOODNIGHT, GOODNIGHT - MAROON5

you left me hanging from a thread
we once swung from together
i lick my wounds
but i can't ever see them getting better
something's gotta change
things cannot stay the same

her hair was pressed against her face
her eyes were red with anger
enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behaviour
something's gotta change
it must be rearranged, oh.

i'm sorry, i did not mean to hurt my little girl.
its beyond me, i cannot carry the weight of the heavy world
so goodnight, goodnight
hope that things work out all right

the room was silent
as we all tried so hard to remember
the way it feels to be alive
the day that he first met her
something's gotta change
things cannot stay the same

you make me think of someone wonderful
but i can't place her
i wake up every morning wishing one more time to face her

so much to love
so much to learn
but i won't be there to teach you
i know i can be close
but i try my best to reach you.