amanda is upset.
today was not her day.
bio test was soooo hard.
she is not gna do well for bio.
and its the first time! cos bio is supposed to be her pet subject,
since it normally doesnt require much thinking.

and she wanted to aim to go hcjc.
and get 8 for prelims.
but she realises its not gna happen that way.
COS its like. those people who really get gd grades
are those who like planned their study schedules way in advance
and blah.
not like her!
her study schedule is non-existent.
she is just going along day by day
seeing what needs to be done.

and she needs to get A1 for english
and at least B for comb. humans.
which is near. impossible.
she is supposed to be getting better
and everything is getting harder
AND mrs chiang said physics paper is tough.
AMANDA CANNOT HANDLE TOUGH PHYSICS PAPERS!

she is panicking now.

and there is oral tomorrow! ugh.
terrible. horrible.petrifying.despondent.
dolorous.languishing. disconsolate.
inconsolable.

anyway the real reason why she wants to post is because she loves this song :
(and that guy has the most beautiful eyes)

CRUSH - DAVID ARCHULETA

I hung up the phone last night
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush
What a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever
Feel the same way
About me

Its just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotised
So mesmerised
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go?
Am I crazy or
Falling in love?
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
But I know this crush
Aint going away