woohs. im feeling surprisingly cheerful and optimistic today
considering im usually an emo kid with a long fringe who sulks in a corner and slashes her wrist periodically...





JUST KIDDING ;D

i love it when ncc goes shooting. mr fonseka wont be around! hahah caught z s throughout half of english lesson and finished a compre in half an hour! (include summary)
im proud of myself ;P
and because of that i am suddenly very high about studying and i think i shall go finish all my hw in record time. including a chinese expository. yikes.
ahahaha. its days like these where i wish i could make how i feel into a pill and keep for 'lousy' days.

im feeling totally retarded today.

'I TOLD YOU, IM CLAUSTROPHOBIC!'
'nice try, squidward, but there's no santa claus here.'

hahahah, hilarious.


hello my friend, we meet again.
its been awhile
where do we begin
feels like forever
within my heart a memory
a perfect love that you gave to me
oh i remember

we've seen our share of ups and downs
oh how quickly life can turn around
in an instant
it feels so good to reunite
within yourself and your mind
lets find peace there.

sara bareilles - love song

head under water
and you tell me
to breathe easy for awhile
the breathing gets harder
even i know that
made room for me
its too soon to see
if im happy in your hands
im usually hard to hold on to

blank stares at blank pages
no easy way to say this
you mean well but you make this hard on me

im not gonna write you a love song
'cos you ask for it
'cos you need one
you see, im not gonna write you a love song
'cos you tell me
its make or break in this
if you're on your way
im not gonna write you to stay
if all you have is leaving
im gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song
today

i learned the hard way
that they all say
things you wanna hear
my heavy heart sinks deep down under
you and your twisted words
your help just hurts
you're not what i thought you were
say hello, to high and dry

convinced me to please you
made me think that
i need this too
im trying to let you
hear me as i am

promise me,
you'll leave the light on
to help me see
with daylight, my guide, gone
'cos i believe
there's a way
you can love me.