AMANDA ;D

Sunday, November 25, 2007

hohoho, annual camp approaches!
will be away for a while.
and going hk! 3rd-6thdec.

cant wait for christmas. :D


you dont know me, you dont wear my chains.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

come down to me - saving jane

words fall out of my mouth
i cant seem to trace what im saying
everybody wants your time
im just dreaming out loud
i cant have you for mine and i know it
i just wanna watch you shine

tripping up on my tongue
its all over my face and im racing
gotta get away from you
burning all the way home
try to put it to bed but it chases
every little thing i do

when the light falls on your face
dont let it change you
when the stars get in your eyes
dont let them blind you

you're beautiful
just the way you are
and i love it all
every line and every scar
i wish that i could make you see
this is where you ought to be
come down to me

spell it out in a song
bet you'll never catch on to my weakness
im singing every word for you
here im thinking im sly
then you're catching my eye and just maybe
you're thinking what im thinking too

when you see it on my face
dont let it shake you
i know better than to
try and take you with me.

ahh sweet sweet song :D i wna learn how to play it on the guitar!

thanks for the concern guys.
im feeling much better now :D

another busy week.
i show you my schedule.

mon - sat GO SCH FOR VARIOUS NP STUFF ALL DAY,EVERYDAY


hohoho. how interesting. looking forward to more bubbletea on the train.
but okay la, i enjoy the times we spend tgthr! :}
& i hope camp as an nco (finally!) will be enjoyable!
ohyes. i've been talking to various friends abt this show, but no one seems to watch it! D:
i shall advertise it now. so that more people can watch it and share my joy.


its called 恋人

its damn cute lah. its about this guy whos a gangster, then he falls in love with this cute plastic surgeon girl but he alr has this girlfriend who's pregnant. and the plastic surgeon got this admirer who happens to be the gangster guy's boss' son. a love hexagon soon ensues.
♥小混混!

now that the pictures can be uploaded properly,




♥三兄妹 + peiru!

Friday, November 16, 2007

ohman.
funniest thing ever.

NGHUIJUAN !:D says:
ahem. _______. stop openingur mouth so wide till
thousands mosquitoes cn go in luh.

♥nhnp!

i think im coming down with smth. pretty soon.
flu? fever? yeah.
waiting for campcraft dept. mass conver to start( and end) so i can hurry up go sleep.
:x

been rly rly rly busy these days.
going to sch every single day.
so funny. today we were having macs delivery during ncc's amazing race briefing thing.
xinzhi and gang came and they were like wahlao! then they started to form a wall to stop their cadets from seeing.

bah.
sooooo tired.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i shall post random songs lyrics here because it is my blog and i like leh, how?
:D

spirit wings, you lift me over all the earth bound things
and like a bird my heart is flying free

another turning point
a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist
directs you where to go
so make the best of this test
and dont ask why
its not a question
but a lesson learned in time

its something unpredictable
and in the end its right
i hope you had the time of your life

hang in on the shelf
for good health and good time
tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial
for what its worth
it was worth all the while

{ i think its rly applicable to things like annual camp and graduation :}

tried to write a letter in ink
its been getting better
i think
i got a piece of paper
but its empty

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

an empty room can be so deafening
the silence makes you wanna scream
it drives you crazy
i chased away the shadows of your name
and burned the picture in a frame
but it couldnt save me

and how could we quit something we never even tried
but you still cant tell me why

we built it up
to watch it fall
like we meant nothing at all
i gave and gave
the best of me
but couldnt give you what you need
you walked away
you stole my life
just to find what you're looking for
but no matter how i try
i cant hate you anymore

you're not the person that you used to be
the one i want who wanted me
and thats a shame
but there's only so many tears that you can cry
before it drains the light right from your eyes
and i cant go on that way
and so im letting go of everything we were
it doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

sometimes you hold so tight
it slips right through your hands
will i ever understand?

{ ahahaha, so emo! :D but i like it. it takes a special kind of person to know how to appreciate this kind of music. right, hweleng? }

Sunday, November 11, 2007

so many things have happened in this week.
2chalets,1 RV amazing race and 1 sec2promotest.
how to blog abt everything in one post! and i was never good at those blow by blow recaps.
i wanted to post pictures, but somehow, blogger is being crappy and i cant upload any.
ah well. shall show you another day.

209chalet :
went aft dinner at arnd 8. sat and watched tv for 56454589347 hours, we didnt even sleep!
kept watching/stoning in front of the tv until the next day. everyone was either super hyper/ dead from the lack of sleep. eagerly looking forward to watching the ellen degeneres show, but in the end, the mahjong was too noisy, cannot hear what the tv said.craigven and rachel had a oprahwinfrey vs tyrabanks argument, which ended with "tyra taller than oprah okay!?"
next day, we went for breakfast at whitesands.
poor lynette got pwned by her mom and had to go off early ): me jamie and emelia went out with the guys to eastpoint later in the aft for lunch. there, the richass craigven sim bought $150++ worth of computer games without batting an eyelid. later, he claims he's going to eat bread and water from now on. yeah right, apple tea not equals to water, craigven.
then had bbq, which was quite a disaster, cos the fire was like as sleepy as us. until -tadah!- mr liu came and started a REAL fire. NPCC put out fires! not start fires. so i wasnt very useful over there :x
then alot of people went home that night, the next day was left with 7people? all slept like logs
that night, too tired from the mahjong spam the previous night.


311 chalet :

okay i only attended one day :x
but it was pretty fun, all things considered.
like i told 某某人(s) , its QUALITY time :D
we sang songs, had pillow fights, made alot of noise, talked crap.
seemed pretty fun to me. ate ben&jerrys (♥ ) and played arcade.
they won the cutie bigbig dolphin. it was so cool before that we were like saying, ahh i want that.
and then suddenly the lights dimmed and the dolphin dropped out! most of them screamed, well. except me. me macho, me dont scream. :D
then had a romantic dinner in a parking lot under the stars with takeaway pizza hut.
camwhored and then went back chalet.

RV amazing race:

hahah, the campus is freaking huge.
and guess what, it was amazing race so had to run here run there.
i was supporter! so i didnt contribute much, except run around with them.
poor guys, they had to play 2 rounds of bball and run 400m? then still run around the sch.
there was this cute game, where they had to hug 12 people. joeshualim didnt bother asking luh!
he just walked past and saw this guy then suddenly grabbed him and gave him a bear hug.
the guy was totally stunned and rooted to the spot! it was so damn funny.
towards the end, i think they all damn tired alr, so i was the only one left to sprint to the 'pitstop'. turns out, we won 1st! .......... runner up. :}

sec2promotest :
okay nothing much. brought food for them! scared they hungry and everything.
see, im such a caring ic :D
hope they did well.
results of a certain badge test totally dampened our moods for that day.
everyone else proceeded to work on their various proposals, while carefree proposal-free me flitted from table to table aimlessly.
them bam! whaddya know. i become take over yanting's place, so now i am in charge of cca ex.
with huijuan junwee keltay.

its business as usual this week, busybusybusy again!

mon meet mrsong in sch/meeting for cca ex/npcc landdiv. visit
tues camp grp meeting/meeting for cca ex/chem supp class.
wed campcrafttraining
thur campcrafttest D: / fdc training
fri rciy!
sat mommy's birthday/rciy
sun church/tuition

Monday, November 5, 2007

time is passing by ever so slowly.
finally got around to sorting out my links and stuff.
shall continue linking people some other day.
lazyyyy. :P
going for chalet! aft dinner when my mom fetches me there. heh.
& im totally tv-deprived! its like, my mom hogs the tv in the master bedroom
and my sis hogs the tv in the living room. and i dont watch the same programs they do,
because well, generation gap! i only watch tv in the mornings when my mom and sis are not around, but everyone knows all the super nice tv shows are on at night. rah D:





♥ grey's anatomy


oh and speaking of chalet, i thought i would have very few things to bring because its like tshirt and shorts and stuff, but in the end,
i realised i got to bring towel and toiletries and wallet and now i have to stuff in a handphone charger too
cos i promised the sectwos i'd be on standby :D but i wonder if anyone will actually call me.
so now my bag's super full. oh and still gotta bring physics stuff.

ahhhhh cant wait cant wait.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

sectwos : hahah, all the best for promo test! i'll keep my phone with me in case any of you need help :D and dont forget to check NHNP blog for help and stuff.

next week :

5-7nov 209chalet! { yay tmrtmr! }
7nov physics remedial / grp4 meeting
8nov 311chalet
9nov rv amazing race
10nov promotest!

cant wait for chalet.
busybusyweek.

Friday, November 2, 2007

x.x

x.x
ohman. swamped.
so many things to do before tomorrow. i'll be glad when its over.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

-

watched The Game Plan with hwele yesterday
oh man what a cute movie. :D
i seriously recommend it.
what a cute person to watch it with. took damn long to decide on earrings, i think we spent 15 mins standing/squatting there. HAHAH

i realised a lot of people i know are getting all 'kiasu' abt studies and grades and things.
not including the people in my class, of course
my classmates are rly serious when it comes to studies
like last year, everyone couldnt wait to find excuses to 'pon' remedials and stuff
but now its like, miss one remedial and suddenly its the end of the world
ah well, as the big kahuna also known as the o levels approaches,
i guess its the natural progression of things.





i pretend not to notice
i pretend not to care
i know we're leading seperate lives now
it just feels weird that you're not there


i almost wrote a song, about you today.
but i tore it all up and threw it away!
i almost loved you
i almost wish you would have loved me too.





♥ mcfly
♥ lifehouse
♥ 兄妹 { hweleng! i want dinner. }
♥ milkys { cant wait for chalettttt! }
♥ converse!








♥toki doki! { oh the cuteness. }

Thursday, November 1, 2007

eh, i wna see np shirt design!
am i the only one who hasnt seen it yet. :X


wooh, its nice :D
cant wait.

cl olvl

ahhh. its over
felt that everyone else around me like, pia-ed all the way
whereas for me, i just felt like i did things normally. i dont think it was my best effort, although i know its supposed to be.
ahwell.

went home, got changed
went for meeting with CIs at JE library.
somebody please tell me what was the outcome of our meeting,
because honestly, i have no idea.
and now, i am waiting for some people to wake up and look at their phones
because if they want to watch a movie with me
i have to leave my house like, now.